The messy update.
Since my last blog... our lives fell apart. Right after my mom bought her own house, our homeowners told us we needed to move or buy. We fought for a year trying to buy that house and the house next to it. They both fell through for very silly reasons. Almost like God was protecting us from something. Looking back, idk how we would have survived with rising prices and a heavy mortgage. It forced us to move back to Calvert, to my dad's house, which my brother now owns. My dad was a single father. My mom left when i was 7. I was the baby and only girl. Although we would fight, we were extremely close. Yet, at the end of his life...he wouldn't speak to me. I thought he just didn't like me as a person, maybe my politics, beliefs. Turns out, after I gave birth someone in the family created a VERY nasty rumor about me (accessing him of something horrible) and he believed it. That's why he didn't speak to me. Thats why no one came to visit me in the hospital after i gav...